my plegm is still so bad...it somehow seems is blocking my nose.....i tried coughing it out, but i dare not cough too hard as i might vomit the food out....sigh....everytime i tried coughing it out, wat i got is my eyes fllled with tears....sigh. how? i never tried to be bothered by plemgh so much....

sigh.i planned to sleep early tonight, but i could not, so came here to blog. there will be a chem test tml and a double period of ecos tutorial. honestly, i feel tj should not arrage 2 periods of the same subject together... sometimes i would be so sian that i fell asleep. moreover, i feel Koh also find the time is far too long to teach anything proper.

I just heard that one of my lower sec friend wanna to be a doctor. feel kinda jealous dunno why. i used to aspired to be a doctor. but when i encountered the difficulties with triple science i studies in upper sec, my aspiration changed to being a lawyer as i thought i would be easier.... but then i realised your english has to be v v v pro in order to be a successful lawyer. now i just wanna to be a accountant, dunnno what other difficulties will make me withdraw. do we humans beings need some determination to continue our aspiration or be more practical and see what is within our ability? somehow really envy that ex classmate of mine, she did so excellently in Os and it has proven her ability to get into medical faculity of NUS. anyway, maybe i m just weaker in the science field. what is my talent then? sigh.

Tues, we will know our posting results. Let GOd decide. although i say so verbally, still, i feel there are pros and cons in each and every JC. But somehow i have god's assurance last sunday when we were worshipping....He told me that He is in control and asked me not to fear. honestly, i got a lot more confidence then, but now, that kind of fear seems coming back. I simply hope i could trust HIM even more.

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I was sick yesterday. down with fever and slight flu. sigh. i was quite irritated yesterday due to the ultra unreasonable fee charged by the doc. she gave me an ultra black face and gave me only throat medicine which cost me $20!!!! how unreasonable! sigh. i take it that chinese new year got surcharge lor. anyway, today in school is quiet a tiring one. lesson ended nearly five. and the last period is PW. We had to do some mini project!!! i heard other schools have PW as free period! sigh. Thank you stella for buying the GC for me, it has saved my $9. dun understand who i can pass down to next time... or sell to 2ns hand shop?

went to river hong bao with stella on chu 3. and then marina square. dunno why. i m still not a nature perosn. i still feel more comfortable in air-conditional place and so on.. but once in a blue moon, i also love to go to east coast and ride the bike! sadly to say....no one want to ride with me in a double bike.....

I have to clarify sth....which is i have NO bf at all.......there are indeed rumours....but rumours being rumours....it has no evidence.....most importantly......that boy is not my cup of tea.......
by e way, watch central affairs 2 on channel 8!!! my idol is there!!! he is definitely my cup of tea!!!!

kinda tired now, but still, wanna use the com. sigh. com is getting older and older. i used to dream for a new hp, but now i m dreaming for a new hp and a new laptop! sigh. human wants are unlimited, but resources are limited. it caused scarcity. so sad. in this case, wat is scarce is MONEY! going class gathering tml.dunno what it feels likes. still having loads of hw. and dunno why i m not motivated to work, coz o level result is releasing soon. suddenlt, i start to get nervous. i tot i was v steady de... sigh. dunno if i can stay in tj, or will be chased away to cj? sigh. dun wish to talk abt JC stuff. too stressed.

I AM GETTING MY WHITE BELT SOON! there will be a grading test on the coming weekend! sigh. have to pay $30......... MONEY MONEY MONEY!