i dunno how to say it. so decided to pen it down. i miss a few people badly. i mean really badly, especially today. today sth happened made me very depressed. yeah, depressed, not just upset. sometimes i would wonder if i really used my brain to make decisions or i solely used my emotions? gals, one valuable advice for u: make decisions 80% by the brain, 20% by your emotions. cuz u will prabably regret what u are doing today.

Miss Mrs Chia! haha. she is as energetic as uaual! so warm too! she still remembered...........'s marks lor! haha. so cute! saw some juniors marching.....memories of red cross era is back........oh my! i cant bear to remember it! its so.............!

ok, let me continue talking about my life. wells. lots to say. but dunno from where. my conclusion is: try to make the best out of whatever i m experiencing. don depend on humans. they are not reliable. we SHOULD and MUST depend on GOD. Humans betray, they make us depressed, but God wont. even if He does sometimes, He does it with a purpose. and the purpose is definitely for our good. truly miss God. Miss God? sounds funny right? dunno why, i more n more have the urge to hear God talk to me, walk with me. maybe because i m TRULY not in the right state now. everything seems like a dream to me, yet it is so real. a real dream? my life is in a mess, Lord, please tidy it. Let me seek refugee in You.....Let your comfort heal all the hurt that i m experiencing now. Let me depend on You.......

I WANNA GO SHOPPING! I M TOO STRESSED....I NEED A NEW WALLET! I M STILL USING THE POUCH THAT I HAD USED IN PRIMARY SCHOOL!!!! SAKAE!!!!