Got back all my results. Seriously, all of them came as a HUGE disappointment. especially for math, i deproved so much when the whole world is improving. consistent work is needed. What i can think of and feel is depression. The result is so bad that i really cant take it. isit because i was too slack? and my mind is not on studies at all? highly possible. Maybe i dream too much about other stuff and shifted my focus on the things that i should focus on. I m depressed. the worse is that i paid so much for my tuition fee and it turned out to be worse than common test. i feel i have wasted my parents' money and all. Now think back, i have no good grades,no good portfolio, where would i end up in? i could only see a bleak future.
maybe its time to buck up in the holiday. maybe i should bring all my books back to china n revise. maybe i need some help in subjects. Thanks to who said would have study session with me n help me. hope it would turn out to be good.
posted by oliveoil @ 8:49 PM
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wah, long time no see! suddenly spam blogposts huh? haha. its easy to get carried away with results and oversee your own efforts. but don't underrate the hard work you put in la.. come on, all those mugging sessions.. i saw you tried k.. if i ignore the sleeping part. HAHA. kk next time i wake you up to MUG! =)
anyway so long as its your best, its good enough to grant yourself some credit. just tell yourself you gonna try harder next time and PWN THE PAPER! you cant expect to be scoring straight As in your first year right? if not the school no need create "best improvement award" liao! haha. and you cant say you are deproving by drawing comparisons between terms and promos lah. more topics, less mugging time, and generally more difficult topics. dont be so hard on yourself. =)
ok lah. thanks! how u did ar? alyssa say she not free leh.maybe ask her about next next week?or after our OP?
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