我曾经爱过这样一个男人
他说我是世上最美的女人
我为他保留着那一份天真
关上爱别人的门
也是这个被我深爱的男人
把我变成世上最笨的女人
他说的每句话我都会当真
他说最爱我的唇
我的要求并不高
待我像从前一样好
可是有一天你说了同样的话
把别人拥入怀抱
你身上有她的香水味
是我鼻子犯的罪
不该嗅到她的美
檫掉一切陪你睡
你身上有她的香水味;
是你赐给的自卑
你要的爱太完美
我永远都学不会

this is such a beautiful song! feel free to listen at : http://mp3.baidu.com/m?f=ms&tn=baidump3&ct=134217728&lf=&rn=&word=%CF%E3%CB%AE%D3%D0%B6%BE&lm=0 click: 香水有毒

This song basically describes how a woman feels after her man has another woman, yet her man does not tell her at all. She smells the perfume on the shirt of the man. Actually what we women want is very simple, just a man treat us well and be faithful to us. is it too hard? or it is jus man's nature to change woman one after another?

Poor us.

Today went to eat steamboat. In the restaurent, there are quite a number of waiters and waitress whose age are around 15. when i see them brushing the bowls and all, i realised how lucky i m to be there being served. They must be born poor or else they would not choose this path. sometimes i find i m quite mean when i wanna hunt a job in china. A job, to me, is a hobby, but to them, it is livelihood. yet me, wanna fight e job with them.

quite upset today. sigh. can u understand me?

Yesturday we knew where we are supposed to go in the first 3 months of 2007. there are alot of surprises as for some friends whom i thought werr bound to go to NJC, but did not end up there. Irony of life. Like for me, i thought when i was in sec 1 that surely would go to Hwa Chong. but who knows? sigh.

Now i m 18, thinking back about my past, i can just feel i was so stupid. some mistakes i made are so stupid! just have finised watching feng Huang Si Chong Zhou by Ah Sheh. i realised the thinking of women changed so much in the last 100 years. i dunno what women will change into in the next 50 years.

suddenly i liked this song, please switch on your speakers and listen. :)
铁窗---阿木---lrc:sunpzh我的心早已经一片黑暗再没有什么是可以点燃我只剩眼角的一滴泪光怎能把这世界丈量对你的恨已经慢慢变少对你的爱依旧无法衡量在原谅与绝望之间游荡唯一的感觉是伤伤伤我以为你给了我一线希望我伸出手去只是冰冷铁窗若现实它总叫人更加悲伤就让我在回忆里继续梦幻我以为我从此能快乐飞翔在梦醒后却只是冰冷铁窗若现实它能叫人更加勇敢就让我在地狱里等待天堂music......对你的恨已经慢慢变少对你的爱依旧无法衡量在原谅与绝望之间游荡唯一的感觉是伤伤伤我以为你给了我一线希望我伸出手去只是冰冷铁窗若现实它总叫人更加悲伤就让我在回忆里继续梦幻我以为我从此能快乐飞翔在梦醒后却只是冰冷铁窗若现实它能叫人更加勇敢就让我在地狱里等待天堂我以为我从此能快乐飞翔在梦醒后却只是冰冷铁窗若现实它能叫人更加勇敢就让我在地狱里等待天堂就让我在地狱里等待天堂music...

Tomorrow, we will know which school we are posted to. kinda nervous, but actually think again, i need not be nervous, as i kinda already know which sch i m fated to go to. As for appeal, i m not too sure. maybe it is fate.

There is sth i want to share about yesterday. We were at a restaurent, then suddenly a smartly dressed young man came to us and said, "please give me some money to eat a bowl of noodles." Initially, we tot he has lost his wallet or sth, or we gave him some money. But later on when we were paying for the bill, the cashier told us that he came to the restaurent everyday to ask for money. In other words, he is a beggar, but a modern begger. sigh. i dun understand how can a man put down his pride and ask for money when he is physically able to work. maybe it is the economy. it is v difficult to hunt a job in China.

Hope the economy would prosper soon, so that there would be less beggers.