Today i had a terrible day. My menstral cramp started again. It happened while i was in church, listening to the sermon and on my way back home.When i was on MRT, i could hardly stand straight due to the pain and when i was at Outran Park station, my vision in front of me was very blur. i just leaned on the pole and dialled my mom number. Later on she fetched me from Redhill MRT to home. However when i was on the train, there was one man who kept on staring at me. At first, i thought he was awed by my beauty, however, as my pain getting more severe, i remembered what Pastor said once about some people who believed in Satan would curse christians. Initially, i never believed Satan believers would find me and let me go through this test since i know how little faith i had in HIM, but to my shock, he actually found me. But thanks to God, i did not faint or anything.

Yesterday somehow had a great time since morning. In the morning, i met Girl TVB and talked a while, cleared some of the misunderstandings. In some matters, we were different in our views, but overall, the outing was an enjoyable one. The coffee club breakfast was expensive and the green tea cake is weird.... it was so soft and did not taste like green tea. we also took pictures at the famous christmas tree at taka. It was very tall, so we could not take the whole tree, but part of it make us satisfied liao as the people in the picture is the zhu jiao. i felt she has become cuter liao, and felt more joyful talking to her now. maybe also because my mood was pleasant. her hair costed her mom another $150, so now her hair was almost totally straight. 6 months later, she will reborn her hair again... and another $150.... overall the talk i had with her was a very pleasant one as i feel our friendship is restored and i believe we are closer now??? Do u feel so, Girl TVB?

After meeting girl TVB, i met another 2 friends. There is something special about them, because they are physically different from us, young ladies.... I guess you know what creatures they are now. anyway, one fellow from the 2 treated me and the other fellow as he had found a new job and to celebreate the end of O level for me and the other fellow. We went to Swensens. I ordered one plate of black pepper seafood pasta and they ordered 2 main course!!!! after eating at Swensens, we went to cineleisure to watch movie. The guy who treated us meal wanted to watch "the battle of wits". and the show started at 430. there was one and half hour to go before the show started. So we went to Burger King to sit down. As we all were very tired, we complained and complained. after that, we watched the show. The show was so BORING! it talked about how a battle is fought so as to defend the country. moreover, we sat very near the screen. There was one time that my eyes were painful.

Due to the show, i was late for meeting my spiritual mother. She waited for me at Burger King for half an hour... and she had to endure the hunger.... anyway later on, we went to paragon downstars and ate at Nooch. We had bible session there and knew the bible better now, i think??

Anyway, yesterday was a busy but i felt more fulfilled. Thanks to all people who made my day!

Went to Lib and borrowed some comics, xiang wei zhi lian. Initially i thought there would be air conditioner at the lib, but there the air cons were not working! So i quickly left after borrowing. How can the air con break down in the lib? that is OURAGEOUS!

Will leave Singapore soon. at 27th. there is still a week. Due to the trip to HK and China, i will miss the chance of earning money. According to a friend, there is a part time job that offers $7 per hour at Singapore Science Centre. $7! i m not kidding! however, i m not fated to earn the money. So somehow i want to hunt a job back in China. However, what can i do? i m good at practically nothing! No one will hire someone who dos not even have secondary school qualitification! Sigh. WHERE IS MY MONEY??

Since i m leaving soon, maybe i can just give testimonials to some of my friends? let me start by alphebetical order:

Alyssa: someone who thinks all aspects before saying or doing something. basically, she makes few mistakes. she is more like an adult than a 16 year old. she is also blur at times. makes me laugh all the time. a great friend overall.

Charlotte: She is terrific! and always my good friend! Though she might seem passive at times, she is very interesting if we talk about things we have in common, such as the MP of our area. haha. just kidding. She is super comic fan, a bit similar to me but i read less comic than her. We love Conan, a detective. She is also a faithful buddhist and is going to be a virtuous wife. So i guess she might be the popular catch for guys in JC.

Dawn: maybe there seems to be some invisible sparks between us, but honestly, i m not against her. Maybe just sometimes she always met me when i was mood swining. anyway she is someone with a kind heart. This can be seen when she helped her friends such as Laurel when they need her. And for me, she helped me too. I remember it was before A math prelim, i had one question could not be solved, so she helped me solve it. Though it was just a small act, but my icy heart has melted. Maybe when we meet again, the sparks wont be there?

Kellie: She is not a simple, yet not a complicated person. She sometimes seems to know a lot of things, yet sometimes she does not understand some. Strange? No, it is just the way she is. She is an untra animate and TVB shows fan. Same as me. she often could not remember the names of the character, but address them by "that guy" or "that girl who acted in xxx". haha. but most of the time i understand what she is talking about. She likes those sweet sweet shows, such as xin hua fang. i believe she is a romantic person. and she is also someone who is not selfish. This can be shown when i pestered her before prelim about some ss stuff. And i remember the phone call lasted around one and half hour. She is one of the rare kind who would help her classmates when she herself needs to study.

Jessica: My big sister! she is forever so pretty and easy going. No wonder so many men are after go. Besides her, even me, this Pretty Intelligent Girl, feel inferior.haha. She is also very friendly. knows me quite well. from her, i learned some beauty tips and some cosmetics brand. Her tastes for dressing is superb. Every time i see her, i would always feel that i m a pumpkin.haha. Hope she can be a successful designer, so that she can employ me to be her maid when i lose job!

Joanne: somehow after knowing the artiste Joanne Peh, i have this impression that her surname is Peh. Anyway she is one helpful gal. i remember i pestered her to teach me bio before bio pract. and her bio RAWKS! i remember asking her why if the tempt is low, then the plants cant photosynthesise. Her answer makes me remember forever: Enzymes, i think? She is never arrogant when she did so well for her studies. JIA YOU! i m sure u can get into a good JC. now just PLAY HARD!

Laurel: She loves to pour sulphuric acid at people. however, her attempts are always futile when it comes to me. The sheer reason is, i m ALKALINE! only neutral products such as salt and water are produced. Her skills at pouring acids have become better over the months. Every the slightest thing, she could also makes a joke out of it. I believe she must have watched too much "bao xiang xin ren wang"! haha, or else her lameness would not develop so fast! haha. Tell u what, i m suaning u now!

Sarah: my dear lower sec classmates as well as my OBS buddy. We had a super great time. Though we always blame each other for not paddling hard enough and anyhow changing the direction of Kayak. But when i m recalling this, i m laughing. only if we are given the chance to go OBS again, i will partner her again! I still remember how we bully Mickey Mouse and how we detest Donald Duck. It is great to be her partner and friend!

Spiritual Mom: She is a lovely person! her intelligience and a clear mind is something i need to learn from her. And of course, faith. She has been christian for many years and is a good mentor to me, be it in the area of religion or daily life. She would allow me to see the big picture and would me some clear solutions to my problems. And she has a huge heart, never gets pissed off with me when i joked on her. Basically she is the BEST mentor i experience so far. Jia You! i believe God will bless you with what you hope for! Just be patient and remain faithful!

Stella: For her, there is a mixed feeling when writing. Sometimes she makes me feel very down, yet sometimes she makes me feel happy. Since it is a public blog, so i would only talk about the nice things she did. :) She is a sweet person. whenever she makes me down, she would always make some verbal promises which somehow gives me hope. Knew her in OBS. She is not my buddy, but we still talked. she is an extremely weird girl. So weird that she would give me alot of unexpected things, of course among all she did, some are good, some are bad. She is also someone who treasures her friends alot. She is the so called most obedient daughter in the house which is a good thing as she can help her granny with housework. Lastly, i love her!

Lookin forward to Bible Study session with spiritual mom, and by the way, God gives me Tongue today!

It has been long since i last blogged. sigh. and during this period, alot of things had happened. somehow till now, i still could not sort them out.

Let me begin with yesterday. We took our last o level exam --- history. it was much worse than i imagined. all the chapters i studied did not come out. what came out was WW1, UN and cold war. i did not touch all these chapters at all! how on earth am i going to write one SEQ on that? so what i did was telling stories. Sigh. some of them did not make sense at all. As for SBQ, when i was doing it, i felt like as if i was doing SBQ. Alot of contexual knowledge was needed. The worst was China was one of my weakest chapters. Sigh. overall, i did badly for that and i do not expect an A for it. If i was luck, i would probably get a B, if not, then i think i m destinated to go to CJC.

Dunno why, yesterday i had a super hot-temper. My sister blocked the TV when i was watching it, after asking her not to block, she continued to do so. In a fit of anger, i threatened her that i would ask Mummy to beat her. Indeed it worked, but something else happened. She went into the room and cried. Then i had to apologise to her in order to pacify to her. sigh.

Another thing happened during exam period was i lost my hotmail password. So for those who see this entry, please add me at: olive_oil_1288@hotmail.com Due to this loss of password, i felt as if i m completely detached from the world. my overseas friends could not contact me and for the local ones, i m not sure if they read my blog also. sigh. HOW CAN I FORGET MY PASSWORD?

She came and she left. she did it in less than 24 hours. So fast. i only managed to see her and talk to her for 8 mins. then she left for the airport. she somehow knew the problems that i m facing right now and when she left, she said this to me, "be happier!". Though we did not openly talk about this issue, she roughly knew what had happened. maybe i should really heed her advice and BE HAPPIER.

Now i m somehow seriously considering of not going for grad night. Because it has lost the meaning to me. Going there also dunno for what. so maybe making my presense scarce is a better option.

During this exam period, i want to thank 3 people:

1) my spiritual mum, she has always been keeping me in prayers and very concerned about me. I m very glad to be her spiritual daughter. TO be able to study bible with her is a blessing to me. I m grateful to Lord to give me such a precious gift.

2) someone who no longer loves me. Although she might not love me as much as before, i m still grateful to her as we had spent many happy and sad moments together. It is memorable.

3) Someone who is with me when i m down and being abandoned. i m grateful for this friend, though she might not read this blog, i still want to say "thank you" to her.