It has been long since i last blogged. sigh. and during this period, alot of things had happened. somehow till now, i still could not sort them out.

Let me begin with yesterday. We took our last o level exam --- history. it was much worse than i imagined. all the chapters i studied did not come out. what came out was WW1, UN and cold war. i did not touch all these chapters at all! how on earth am i going to write one SEQ on that? so what i did was telling stories. Sigh. some of them did not make sense at all. As for SBQ, when i was doing it, i felt like as if i was doing SBQ. Alot of contexual knowledge was needed. The worst was China was one of my weakest chapters. Sigh. overall, i did badly for that and i do not expect an A for it. If i was luck, i would probably get a B, if not, then i think i m destinated to go to CJC.

Dunno why, yesterday i had a super hot-temper. My sister blocked the TV when i was watching it, after asking her not to block, she continued to do so. In a fit of anger, i threatened her that i would ask Mummy to beat her. Indeed it worked, but something else happened. She went into the room and cried. Then i had to apologise to her in order to pacify to her. sigh.

Another thing happened during exam period was i lost my hotmail password. So for those who see this entry, please add me at: olive_oil_1288@hotmail.com Due to this loss of password, i felt as if i m completely detached from the world. my overseas friends could not contact me and for the local ones, i m not sure if they read my blog also. sigh. HOW CAN I FORGET MY PASSWORD?

She came and she left. she did it in less than 24 hours. So fast. i only managed to see her and talk to her for 8 mins. then she left for the airport. she somehow knew the problems that i m facing right now and when she left, she said this to me, "be happier!". Though we did not openly talk about this issue, she roughly knew what had happened. maybe i should really heed her advice and BE HAPPIER.

Now i m somehow seriously considering of not going for grad night. Because it has lost the meaning to me. Going there also dunno for what. so maybe making my presense scarce is a better option.

During this exam period, i want to thank 3 people:

1) my spiritual mum, she has always been keeping me in prayers and very concerned about me. I m very glad to be her spiritual daughter. TO be able to study bible with her is a blessing to me. I m grateful to Lord to give me such a precious gift.

2) someone who no longer loves me. Although she might not love me as much as before, i m still grateful to her as we had spent many happy and sad moments together. It is memorable.

3) Someone who is with me when i m down and being abandoned. i m grateful for this friend, though she might not read this blog, i still want to say "thank you" to her.