TODAY is a super tired and lazy day. just finished tuition just now. i just realised how lousy my a math is. sigh. cant help it. what i can do is improve my a math thru practices and well, hard work. BUT my plan is not to spend too much time on A math since i have lost interest in it! Dunno why i suddenly developed a keen interest for chem and phy. i feel they are more practical in our daily life rather than all the lg and In graphs we learnt in A math. whatever it is, for the sake of my o level, i have to at least get a B for A math.

Heard Miss Ho said that our average marks for E math Mock Exam is 85/100. It is rather high. I bet our class top the level again for this mock exam. though Miss HO always gets heated up with us for talking in class, magically, we still excel in this subject. Does it mean we people have the talent for E math? I do think most of the people in my class are, but for me, i dun belong to one of them since i have done terribly in the recently E math class tests. sigh. Smart people are everywhere. WHne i was in my previous class, i thought Amy and Sarah are so damn intelligent, however, only after coming to this top class last year, i realised what it means by an elite class. each and every one of us has some sort of talent in certain areas. sigh. poor me. i m not good at anything nor very lousy in anything. or maybe put a nicer name to people like me ---- all rounded?? haha.

Went to the chinese service if church today since the Taiwanese Christian group --- zan mei zhi quan, was coming to perform. their vocal was indeed very soothing and it is also my first time to hear Pastor Lawrence speaking mandrain. His mandrain was splendid for a person with english educated background.
then after attending the service, Vivian, my new friend, Waileng and Winnie and i went to Rocky Master to have our lunch. frankly, i feel quite out when vivian talked about her problems in career when she changed her job from banking to selling some computer training programs. she mentioned the big pay cut and her resentment about her boss. and she was not sure about Lord's plan for her. she is lost, so am i.
In one entry of a christian book, it mentioned after we sin, we should surrender ourselves sincerely to Lord and repent. Repenting is not just enough, we must try not to commit the same sin again. i guess it is time for me to do sth. but im afraid i cant keep the promises if i promise Lord i wont commit the sin again. Would Lord be more angry if we break the promise?
anyway whatever it is. LORD is in control. DONT LET YOURSELF FALL INTO SATAN'S TRAP!