Yesterday, once again proved that my mind and heart go separate ways. they dont tally each other. honestly, i feel quite troubled by it because no matter how much u reason to yourself about certain things, you still cant explain why your heart feels a different way. why are we structured this way??

Today i dozed off during service! how lousy! now i had a terrible neck pain due to the sleeping-sitting position i had in church. The air-con was so cold that i was trembling and my hand was ice-cold. how i wish there is someone to lend me her coat!!!

Today i realised how terrible it felt when there is someone kept on nagging and nagging. i felt like putting some cotton wool in my ears so that i can have some peace and need not hear what already know again. it makes me feel i m stupid.

The good news is my leg muscles have almost fully recovered. it does not ache that much. however, i was just wondering what would happen after the mass dance has started.

Today is a boring day, just wanna slack and slack.