today, dunno how 2 say. when u dunno how to say. the best to is not to say. but after tidying my thoughts abit, i still dun understand why i behave this way.it must be PMS which worsened my control of mood.

it must be the irritants. the people. the incidents. there are indeed many inconsiderate people in our school, to be more specific, our class. kinda disappointed. but think carefully, i should not be surprised by her comments since similar incidents happened before. sigh. we jus live in a community consist of different people with different character. learning not to take them to hearts and let it affect my mood is the only path of being happy. just accept the facts. that simple. but saying is always easier than getting it done. it is tough to do ar.

having lower expectations in others will also make ourselves happier. of course this line is not only for me, it is for many others too. i m kinda proud of myself today. i can actually swallow the anger down and not explode!!! this is the first step of controlling my emotions when seeing things tt would irritate me.

the incidents of acts of those people to me are like air irritants to Laurel, when she inhaled it, she would cough nonstop. it is also the same to me, when i see irritants, i would pull a black face. however, today, I DID IT!

Talked to sarah just now. well, it has been so long since we last talked! erm. i also saw the serious side of her. everyone has 2 sides. for some, they have more. how many sides do you have?