Words cant describe my guilt today. I thought i have always understood what it means by "treasure who is beside you", however, my little understanding of the phrase is only revealed today. Sometimes i really hate what i have done which was not welcomed by others and i hate that i failed to do what i should have done.

A friend, too, repeated the same mistake as I. sometimes i was wondering what is inside her heart. Keeping herself so well and i m sorry to say this, sometimes i really cant differentiate which is her true feelings. of course i do feel being cheated by her, but whether or not i understand what this friend is thinking is not important, what is important is her loved ones understand her. I somehow sympathise with the people who treated her so well. It seems she does not treasure the ones who truly loves her. dunno how would her friend feels if she knows all her effort has gone to waste. anyway, i have no right to judge other people's affairs. Stay out of others business is probably the best way of being neutral.

Magnifying glass, i m sorry!!!!

A good news: the teacher let me off. My worry last night was purely unnecessary. worry wont help!