Today, not a very good day for me. just got a scolding from my parents for being careless and pushing my sister away while she jump from the table right into my face. honestly, i dont mean to push her away. pushing her away is human natural reaction when seeing something is going to jump right into your face! anyway, scolded by my parents liao. obviously not in a very pleasant mood now.

I just wanted to treat my sister better after Aly enlightened me somehow 2day, but what i faced with is her naughtiness. should i treat her better or i should simply ignore her to spare myself from all the scoldings and troubles. but after all, she is my sister, even though how naughty she is, i still have to bear with it and can hope one day she would really see the light and be a good girl. dunno why, now, i really somehow pity my maid. she has to take care of my sister. the most challenging part is the feeding. Melody would run about the whole house non-stop and Yani, the poor domestic maid has to follow her around. i guess melody is just one of many such children. to me, using force is the only method to train her. what a pity, she is too pampered by my parents who got this child in their 40s and 50s. pampering her and showering her with all their loves are reasonable, but there is always an extent. i hope that i would be more rational and willing to beat my children if they make any mistakes. Making rational decision while facing your own kin is tough.

Today can be said as a happy day also lah. 2 of my friends after a few days of conflict patched up. This kinda situation happens to me very often as well. The difficult part is being rational while you youself in the conflict. to me, when in conflict, the most forbidden thing to do is to have this "i dont care" attitude and thinking "i have already said many times". when in conflict, we should try to solve this problem asap. Dragging it only gives ppl an impression that you don want to solve it and well. Just speak your mind! what is so difficult? arent we supposed to be honest with the ones we love? DOnt ever feel tired in a relationship. I hope for all my friends, they will never feel tired being with me.

Today a friend commented on my demanding nature. (better not tell you who she is). actually for today's incident,i feel indeed i was being a bit self-centred. but well, will try to change it next time. but most likely not going to be successful. hehe.