I dreamed of my china ex-best friend last night. She was in geisha clothes. sigh. that was an unhappy friendship. We were very close till i came to Singapore. when i first arrived, we still contacted each other by writing letters. however, after a few letters, we juz naturally stopped. i feel truly sad. our friendships just ended like this.

when i went back to china last year, i saw one pedestrian who resembled her. but i did not have the courage to ask her, moreover, my parents were there too. dunno why, reflecting back, i realised i indeed had quite a few good friends, but they all did not end up well with me. either lost contact or they could not remember me at all when i introduced myself on msn. how would u feel when your good friends could not even remember u?