today, i really feel a mixture of feelings. i feel someone is leaving me. someone i have known very well is going to leave me.
Sometimes 2 people leave each other is an inevitable thing. maybe it is just a matter of time. sometimes what human beings are able to do is really very little. we cant control a person's life and death, we cant control someone we love from changing their hearts, we cant control what others think of us, we cant make others love us more. we are merely human beings, we can only try to present our very best in hope that our loved ones would not change their hearts and they would love us even more. Human beings, greedy creatures, have endless desires for things, especially LOVE, time and attention from your loved ones.

things are so complicated, my simple brain cant figure thing out. cant find a concrete solution, what i m capable of is just to cry it out in hope to feel better. sigh. hope everything would be fine soon.