I lost my wallet on thursday...the most ridiculous thing is that i don even know how i lost it....i suspected that i put it outside my house when i took the key from my bag and opened the door...sigh...the worst is that there were about $50 worth of items inside....and now, it has brought me so much inconvenience.....

Dunno why, i was very affected by something, by people's opinions on me... i always thought there was nothing too wrong about me to be judged by others. however, only that day, i realised that it is actually not like that. People can judge u anything they wish, according to their own criteria. they can talk anything under the sun they wan. Being in a new environment, truly i have to say i m not fully used to it yet, esp in the politics part. maybe i m just too innocent to tackle all that. or God purposely put me in such a situation so that i can learn to adapt n tackle?

Somehow we live under the pressure of people. We adjust our thinkings, behavious, likes according to others' wishes. How sad. Why cant we live the way we want? Why must care about what others think about ourselves? If we don care, can we survive? and if we do care, how are we going to face ourselves?

After exposing to the complexity of a "mini society", i feel even more troubled. I believe in the working place, situations would be ten times worse than it is now. sigh. how much i wish i m in a place where people are sincere and with no hypocrites. i hope i would be on guard. As what the bible says, we should not harm people, but we need to be on guard, be cautious. This is the cruelty of reality. people, for those who still haven experienced it, treasure the time now!

watever it is, i always believe that God do things with a purpose. I hope i can learn as much as possible from the situations he put me in. i also hope i can take the challange. i need not succeed, but I need to try.

reply tags:
To laurel: when u scratch your head, make sure your dandruff wont fall into your water hor...hehe. yeah, LETS SURVIVE TOGETHER!i m facing terrible problems with maths, ecos, history n chem! practically every sub! sigh. how are u now? staying right? sigh. is this the life we are suppose to lead in jc? I MISS CRESCENT NOW! I MISS TJ! haha. dunno if i will miss NJ after 2 years?! maybe i will.....who is choong son ar? u mean wei chong isit? yeah! u better sleep early! u better ar! i don wish to c ur dark circles ar! u cant give up so easily k?!

To aly: at last.....how are u these days?! on the track le? reply hor!

To TJICIAN: hehe....that is unique olivia.....haha....honestly, i don really care abt spelling....haha.

To kel: u don just say say hor.....must tell me where hor....i don know where u are talking abt.....so sad! i haven tour about butik timah area!!i dunno where are the nice hang outs!
at last, i blogged.....