I had a horrible dream last night. i dreamed that a man whom i don wish to mention said in front of my face that i m very flat chested. and the worst was, in the dream, i looked down at my chest, it was really FLAT! i mean seriously, it was FLAT! i was so horrified and there was this sense of shame overwhelming me. i was so humilated. i dunno why i suddenly have this v weird dream. but this dream did reflect the reality. i m truly a flat chested woman i have to say. but i think it was not as flat as in the dream ba. then today i came across pictures of artist, Gigi Leung. she was equally flat chested.

But come to think about it, i m not the luckiest, but this is what Lord has given me. He created me to be like that, i cant criticise His very own creation as His creation is the best, He never create things not according His will. After all, my boobs are healthy. Maybe look at the good side of everything ba.

seriously need help for math. i mean seriously. plan to look thru the promo papers once more n sigh, hope i can understand my mistakes.

I bought a pair of ripples slippers.....sigh. once again i m spending $ when i myself m so poor! after buying the slippers then realised i actually have a pair of nike slippers back in china...sigh. waste $ leh! then today went to swissotel to have lunch buffet with my pw mates....2 word to describe it: FANTASTIC and EXPENSIVE! it is especially so when i m on the verge of going bankrupt....sigh. the problem is that there are so many things that i think is necessary...sigh. nvm lah.went looking for a surveyor job today. hopefully we do get it. but the problem is that the pay will only arrive 1 month after the work...sigh...still I M BROKE!

Feeling rather lousy now. my face hurts, to be more specific, the area near my right eye hurts. when i look at myself in the mirror, i realised there is this black patch around my rigth eye. whenever i press the area near my eye, it hurts. as in really hurts. like some muscle strain or sth. the strange thing is that only the right side hurts. cuz extremely lack of sleep? possible. i just hope pw could be quickly be over and done with. the waiting is the toturous part.

not only the physical part that i need to overcome, but also the mental n psychological aspect. trust in the Lord in everything i do.