my plegm is still so bad...it somehow seems is blocking my nose.....i tried coughing it out, but i dare not cough too hard as i might vomit the food out....sigh....everytime i tried coughing it out, wat i got is my eyes fllled with tears....sigh. how? i never tried to be bothered by plemgh so much....

sigh.i planned to sleep early tonight, but i could not, so came here to blog. there will be a chem test tml and a double period of ecos tutorial. honestly, i feel tj should not arrage 2 periods of the same subject together... sometimes i would be so sian that i fell asleep. moreover, i feel Koh also find the time is far too long to teach anything proper.

I just heard that one of my lower sec friend wanna to be a doctor. feel kinda jealous dunno why. i used to aspired to be a doctor. but when i encountered the difficulties with triple science i studies in upper sec, my aspiration changed to being a lawyer as i thought i would be easier.... but then i realised your english has to be v v v pro in order to be a successful lawyer. now i just wanna to be a accountant, dunnno what other difficulties will make me withdraw. do we humans beings need some determination to continue our aspiration or be more practical and see what is within our ability? somehow really envy that ex classmate of mine, she did so excellently in Os and it has proven her ability to get into medical faculity of NUS. anyway, maybe i m just weaker in the science field. what is my talent then? sigh.

Tues, we will know our posting results. Let GOd decide. although i say so verbally, still, i feel there are pros and cons in each and every JC. But somehow i have god's assurance last sunday when we were worshipping....He told me that He is in control and asked me not to fear. honestly, i got a lot more confidence then, but now, that kind of fear seems coming back. I simply hope i could trust HIM even more.

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