I have just read the comments posted by my friends. Indeed, it was an great encouragement for me to write, letting people see your journal, i guess, is the purpose of writing in a public blog. but of course there are always exceptions.

Today i went to church. The cold in the room was so unbearable that i was trembling uncontrollably and could not focus on what Pastor Keong was talking about. At least now i quite know what to pray to God, i mean the way i say to God while praying. I should start it with "O God, bless me!". God is forever generous in giving us his blessings, of course He also gives our blessings according to our faith and purpose of asking the blessings. i feel God has a special mission for me to do, maybe be a pastor? But a worldly person like me is suitsble to be a pastor? Still could not imagine that. Anyway it all started as a dream i had a few days ago. I dreamt that i and a few fellow friends were on our way to find God. We were climbing a mountain, then there are stones or sth throwing down at us. then i could not remember what i dreamt next. What does it imply?
I just hope i have boundless wistom to understand His words and i can speak words with wistom thus preventing misleading others. Anyway i simply feel i m a person without much wistom especially in comprehending God's words and in daily social relations.

What would u do if u have some poison in your body and u have only 1 day to live? options: a) find famous doctors to cure u, not 100% u will find b)spend your last day with the person u love. c) dunno what to do, just walk around and try to recall all the memories u have in this place.
In the show Wisely, it showed that Wisely would rather spend his last day with Bai su, his sweetheart. If i were wisely, i would not be so carefree. i probably could not accept the fact that i would die soon and i would be very flustered. From all these, it only shows that i m not a rational and calm person. but i simply dun understand why i cant be as calm and rational as what the TV normally portrait those career women as? The career women or more educated ones are normally very calm and smart. Lord, does it mean actually i m destinated to be a housewife? oh no, i pray against this!

Today, i listened to my parents' advice. i went to a park and ran. All it proved was a disaster. i had a terrible stitch in the first hundreds metres i ran. unable to bear with the pain, i had to stop. then i walked slowly. After the pain had subsided, i continually to run. This time, it was even worse. I felt like vomitting. My stomach was simply uncomfortable and it was grumbling. The grumbling sound was caused by not eating any breakfast. When i wanted to vomit, nothing came out of my mouth though my togune had already sticked out. When your stomach was empty, what to vomit out? so i have learnt a valuable lesson: take breakfast before u do any vigorous exercise! Must i do stretching before it too? Please give me some tips on running. I kept on having stitches and could not breathe properly. Sometimes looking at those elderly exercising, it demoralises me. How can a 18 year old youngster could not beat an 70 year old elderly? Sigh. Shame on me.

Time to stop. Guys, all the best to your O level! Just relax and be calml. He will bless u!
Looking forward to tml!