i cried so bitterly today while i was watching "ji zheng shi 24 hours". It was talking about an earthquake in Tokyo, many people were dead and injured. Basically the show focused on what happened in a hospital. it showed the way how doctors and nurses treated the patients. A particularly touching story was a doctor acted by Nanakom lost her fiance in the earthquake. then she sent his body back to his hometown. Being able to leave Tokyo was not easy as the authorities restricted the number of people leaving to avoid chaos. After leaving Tokyo, the thing that surprised me the most was that she came back to Toyko to save people, to contuiinue live in a place where there was not enough water nor food. I cried when Nanakom stepped inside the hospital again, everyone was staring at her in awe. The music played stirred my emotion alot. Tears just did not listen to my command. There are 2 reasons i cried the first one is because i was truly so touched by Nanakom's acting, when i saw her cry, i cried too. The second reason is i was touched by the young doctor's determination and strong-will. Having just lost her beloved fiance, she could be able to pick herself up so fast. She simply had one aim --- save the people. I guess if i were her, i would not be so strong. I cried at how weak i would be when facing such situations.

In real life, are people really that strong or dramas only show the good sides of people? No matter what, i still feel there is a large gap between her and me. To be like her, maybe i would take more than ten years. i m so weak-willed, so vulnerable.

祸从口出, so we must be careful when talking.