sometimes life is just so funny. when you want something, it will not come, but when you don't want it, it just comes so naturally. for example, my computer was just playing with me. when i wanted to use it for some serious stuff yesterday, i simply had problems connecting to the net. however when now, without any serious stuff to do, it simply works! should i call it a miracle or simply i was a fool? well, that is not important. what i have done today, Good Friday, had got nothing much to do with my religion. Supposedly, i should go to church and worship. But i did not, partially because there is not any service conducted today. what i did was merely singing and praying. yes, praying half-hearted. so sad. i have heard this from somewhere "without God in your life then you are like living corpse". how true. although i am doing all the routine stuff, but my heart is empty. feeling vacant is one of effects of having no God in your life. Today a friend sent me a sms, it made me laughed till my stomach hurts. it was really funny. sometimes life joy can be instilled into your life when such little funny touching things occur. yeah, it makes life more intersting as well.

anyway, today i have started my mid year revision. disappointing, especially with bio. when i read the bio textbook, sleepiness simply haunted me, disrupts my whole plan! as for the chapter on microorganism, well, only a few words would describe: forever dun understand.