the first entry

Today me internet is giving me problems again. Sometimes these trivial things in life can really make a person agitated, at least I m one. Today was pretty an unlucky day. I guess everyone in my class should know. I was chided severely by our P.E. teacher in front of the whole class. I can bet that everyone was staring at me. Somehow, a sense of embarrassment haunted me. I felt embarrassed. At first, I was really angry with her for embarrassing me. But later on, my anger subsided and almost forgot about that incident. I guess this was the good part about me, never bears grudges. I was forced to run on the track mill. Honestly, running on track mill was more comfortable than running under the scorching sun, at least the room was air-conditioned, however, the disadvantage about running on track mill was that you cannot stop. I remembered I fell twice while running on the track mill. Dizziness was all I felt at that time. Having not eaten breakfast, I felt my stomach was rumbling, but dunno why I could not feel the gastric pain but fatigue. That was one of the most tortuous moment I had this year. Sometimes, I was wondering why God arranged such a thing in my life, I mean I do not see the significance of it. Once again, I was judging on God’s decision. Well, I somehow believe situation would not be so bad if I had not run the 2 runs of mass run make up. Overall, the distance I had run was more than 4 rounds around the canal. Today, is the day I broke my personal record. And I sincerely hope the record would not be broken in any stage of my future.

During mass run, Miss Ang commented that my body was not proportional, meaning my upper body was very small compared to my lower body. This was rather true. And I was very clear about that too. However, things just held me back from exercising. Another blow I had today was that someone said I was lazy. LAZY! In my life, almost no one said I was lazy except my parents. Even the teachers sometimes praised me of being hardworking. I got a shock in my life when I heard the word “lazy”. Although I was stunned, I also did think through what she had said. Maybe I agree with her to a certain extent. I am not lazy in all areas of life, but not all.

Tidying my room was my main task of tonight. I was wondering if I would get a flu tomorrow since I had breathed in so much dusts. I still remember Aly had a terrible flu after her tiding her room once. Hopefully my immune system is still quite strong after just recovering from a flu, cough and fever.

Today is probably also an unlucky for Laurel. She fell down and there are bruises on her 4 limbs. When she walked, she had to limp a bit, so from there we can infer that her injuries are not light. The worst injury on her would probably be the ones on her left hand. Her wrist was probably fractured (I m not too sure because I forgot to ask about that part). She went home early too. Her mum came to take her home. Kel was commenting that “the mum is so nice. Nicer than Laurel”. Haha .