Family ties

Today i went to Changi airport to send my parents off to China. Feel kinda of happy and sad that my parents and my 3 year old sister, Melody, are leaving. I m happy because i will have freedom in the following 21 days. no one would control me from watching too much tv, sad that well, after all, i might miss them. The most upset part of the incident is the sisterly tie between Mel and me. when the maid, Yani, and i were waving goodbyes to my sister. My sister cried. However she cried not because she could not see me for 21 days but Yani! when my mom asked mel to give us each a hug, Mel only hugged Yani but me! of course i felt very sour because i m the one who is blood related to her, is she supposed to be closer to me? anyway, it is my fault that i dont spend alot of time with her. when i spend time with her, i always teased her and kinda bullied verbally. She would always cried because she could not stand my verbal assaults like saying "cinderella is so ugly" despite that fact that i know she loves to read Cinderella stories. maybe i should spare a thought for Mel's feelings even though she is only 3 years old.

I was watching a program at HK phonex station, then it was interview the father of a gal who has some fatal illness. Her eyes are blind and her limbs could not move properly. However, her only wish is to see flag-raising in Tian An square of China. From the moment i heard this till now, i still found this so incredible. I mean how can a person be so loyal to her country
? And till now, i stil dun believe it. I think it might just be another propaganda used by the communists.
anyway whether or not it is propoganda, i was truly touched because there are so many ppl helped this little gal to fulfill her last wish. And once again, i feel i m so blessed. I m healthy and have a quite ok face. whenever i look at others' misfortunes, i would feel i m very fortunate and then i would thank God profusely. Is this the right mentality?

A friend mentioned that no one is reading my blog, my reaction is not sad or angry, but i laughed. because i found it very true and very funny. However, a fact that encourages me to write on is that some friends i dun even know come across my blog and would give comments. Those are some encouragements. Thanks Moggy.

Dun feel like writing much today. All the best to Moggy's holiday trip! i want holiday too!