We got back our report books today. Well, nothing much to comment on that as it was within my expectation. If something falls within your expectation, naturally the griveness is not that great.

Went for computer club photo-taking today. Erm, better than last year. I looked miserable last year. at least this year, i look more pleasant with broader smiles.

Today is the last lesson for British Council. Honestly speaking, throughout the whole course, my English grades have not improved but deproved. It does not worth all the money spent. Again, it came back the topic of English. Lets drop it. Dun talk about eng, but i can talk about my British Council friends. each and every of them has a very different character. HuiQi is super hardworking, however, Xiwen is very slack. Erm as for guys, Bob is very faithful to the gal he loves. Maybe every wednestday from next week onwards i would feel very boring and lonely. Hopefully we can still go out sometimes to eat and watch movie. They are a great bunch of friends.

I have just completed a novel "man and wife". Man, somehow, i feel they are so unreliable. they consistantly looking for something new. They have insatiable curiosity about women. Even though they might have the best women on earth to be their wives, they are stilll not satisfied but searching for someone better than their own wives. of course the consequence is disastrous, they lose their wives, and then later on, they would feel actually the one they chose over their wives are not that good after all. Reflecting, some women are like that too. They continuously search for their Mr.Right, however, neglected the ones that have been with them through thick and thin. Are all human beings like that? i m probably one of them, one commoner. However, as long as we have hope and we pray, God is on our side. He wont let his kids leading ruined lives.

I m getting thinner recently. i had a terrible appetite. dun really have the urge to take in the food when it is lunch time. i guess the reason would probably be i feel my figure is not good enough. Lower body is giantic, upper body is pint-sized. A typical pear-shaped body. My mom used to say woman having a big butt is beautiful and easier to give birth. however, the fashion sense seems to have changed. Now, we require a balanced body. My huge butt resulting from lack of exercises and sitting too long has to be reduced. But how? Gonig for fitness club? that is too expensive and i have no time! Or is figure that important? Squeenzing myself into that tight skirt matters alot?

What is my aspiration? It is to tour around the world before i turn 40! sounds a bit impossible right? maybe i should scale down abit, at least i must tour the 7 wonders of the world before i turn 30! that sounds more realistic for me. however, in order to do all those, i need to have money. it would be shameful if i take money from my parents to enjoy travelling. so i must have good qualification in order to make myself to stay employed in times of economic crisis. "sigh". so young then must worry so much. My hair is turning grey soon.

Demons do not seem to haunt me anymore. i still remember the time when i was so scared to sleep the night after having watched Da Vinci Code. i was afraid of demons, ghosts. all those scary thoughts just raced through my brain, preventing myself from falling asleep though the tireness. it was rather scary. however, this insomnia has become better as days passed and my faith in Him is back. Honestly, i think watching Da Vinci Code was not a wise decision. and it has proved one thing --- my Faith in him is not sufficient.